The Leaves are Drying

叶子开始枯萎了。秋天来临了。我们也已经在苏州度过两个月了，还有多两个月就要搭飞机回新加坡，回到属于自己的家了。两个月后我们再也不会有这个机会五个人在一起生活，有人也可能会变得更开心吧。我不会骗大家，更不会骗自己。我们五个人之间有些摩擦，有些不愉快。把五个性格不同的人放在一起，这是难免的，所以我不觉得这是很难以置信。但是我知道我们都还在向比此学习。比此的理解还不到能让我们毫无顾虑，毫无防备地做自己吧，可是怎么办，还有两个月，没办法，只好忍。这也可能只是我的想法吧。隐瞒，这可是我的强项。

今天的天气很好，前几天还挺冷的。坐在咖啡厅里，听听歌，喝喝雪碧，把自己的想法收入进电脑，感觉真舒服。我很少用华语把脑里的想法写下来，跟何况把它打进电脑里。

两个月过了！时间过得真快。我觉得挑战刚刚才开始吧。对于学校的作业，对于在新加坡等着我们回家的家人和朋友，对于我们五个人，对于我们自己，挑战正式开始了！

我还真的没有一个人出国那么久。难怪父母会那么担心。过了两个月，父母也应该放心了吧，可是谁又能懂父母之心呢？朋友啊！到这里才知道谁才是真正的朋友，谁能算得上“知己”两个字。我可没有在说你什么，是我的头脑在说话，不管我的事！

真好笑，平时不说华语，不写华文的我能够在中国生活。自己都觉得奇妙。现在又不知觉得用华文打字。。。可能有错字自己也不知道吧。管理自己的财经方面，我可是烂透了！我就别说了，免得被你们骂。好吧，我答应自己要把这次的花的钱还给父母。虽然知道他们一定不接受，但是做女儿的我还是要还给他们，就让他们当旅行的费用吧。

想一想，我们真的只剩2个月吗？我会不会舍不得的？不知道我会去的时候自己是不是成长了，比以前的自己成熟多了。想到以前的自己，我还不知道自己还记不记得以前的欣霏是什么样的。我会不会回去从前的自己呢？

Shopping again?

Victory prizes from OUR (not all mine!!) war with shopping...Boots and more shoes !! And of cause we bought other stuff.. but i think this blog have become a public blog, so i'm not posting the rest of the items that we bought... it's personal.. hahah



Ying ying, is this the correct cap u wanted??

Survived 2 months

XINFEI SURVIVED the first 2 MONTHS IN CHINA !! *3 cheers*

I should give myself a pat on the back. I think i have fared quite nicely. But I still dont think that i can say the same thing when my marketing results come back.. =( *Anxious tears*

But I know that i need to improve on. And that is managing my finances. I am so bad at handling my own outflow of cash. I have never notice how much i spend in Singapore, and here alone in China, I began to see how much money i draw out from the ATM, for my daily expense. And to tell you the truth, it's not cheap.

Things have been okay ever since i got here, and i hope that it'll get better.

November Present^^

My Uncle and Aunt was at Shanghai for 5 days, and since they are one this free and easy trip, they decided to visit me here in SooChow!! ^^

And guess what !! THEY BROUGHT PRESENTS !!

Wrapped by my cousin with lots of effort and Scotch tape !!

And the content of this cafefully wrapped, fragile box?? MAGGIE CHILLI !!
A gift from another cousin of mine !! ^^ XINFEI LOVE YOU !!

Other miscellanous stuff that i have collected over the few days ... ^^
This one is the one that i passed to the guy that sat next to me during class.

Halloween

It's HALLOWEEN!! Heehee, but we don't have costumes. Instead, we wore our dress... heehee..

The University was having their Sports Day...





We went to explore the school compound.. and this is what we saw......





This is what we call AN UNIVERSITY..!!

My face blur =( *tears*




The is on a road, right outside the school. We went out of the school using another exit...
GOOD EAT DINERS. Shi Quan Jie 649 号






The Only Edvience that it was Halloween !! See my NEW BOOTS !! =P

The girl beside, is Zoe, we met her during the saturday trip to Bai Ma.

(I have not uploaded the photos =X)I saw this American guy, who wore the werewolf headgear (I wouldn't call it a mask), attached a tail to himself and wore a white shirt with red sleeve that screams, "色狼". And i managed to take a glimpse of what was under his head gear, he is cute. Seriously. =D

SMS recieved

I recieved a SMS yesterday night. I was asleep and my phone rang. So i woke up and looked at the message received. It wrote:

“也许你现在睡得正香吧？可我却睡不着，生活的无奈和家庭的烦恼让我难眠，人啊！！我这一生该怎样到老呢？”
"You might be sleeping peacefully at this moment. But i cant fall asleep, the helplessness in life and problems in the family kept me awake all night. With life in this manner, how am i going to live? "

It seems like the person randomly sent this message out, hoping to recieve some encouragement in life. I replied the person this morning...

“太阳升起来了！又是新的一天，新的开始！人生是美好的。你要珍惜！好好加油吧！=) "
"The sun is up! It's another new day, another new start! Life is beautiful. You must treasure it! Best Wishes and Good Luck! =) "

I wonder if this person would reply me or not....

If You Can Dream

"Disney Princess - If you can dream"
There is a world where hope
And dreams can last for all time
A wonderous place to go
You'll know it when your heart finds

Hearing our song as old as time
Hold my hand, we're gonna fly
What a magic ride
And just a kiss away

If you can dream
The wish we're making on a star
Is coming true
The colors of the wind will lead
My heart right back to you

'Cause if you can dream
Reflections in a diamond sky
Come shining all through
Romance will always be so new
And love will save the day
If you can dream

Someday my prince will come
It's certain as the sunrise
Once day the slipper fits
Then you see the love in his eyes

It's a tale as old as time
There's no mountain we can't climb
When you're finally mine
And just a kiss away

If you can dream
The wish we're making on a star
Is coming true
The colors of the wind will lead
My heart right back to you

'Cause if you can dream
Reflections in a diamond sky
Come shining all through
Romance will always be so new
And love will save the day
If you can dream

So the story goes
Never die the rose
There's a whole new world
Waiting there for us
Waiting just for us!

If you can dream
The wish we're making on a star
Is coming true
The colors of the wind will lead
My heart right back to you

'Cause if you can dream
Reflections in a diamond sky
Come shining all through
Romance will always be so new
And love will save the day

Oh, love will save the day
If you can dream

You can dream...

Day 2 of a 19yr old

Day 2 of a 19yr old and i think i flunked my marketing exam!! *faint* I seriously think that i failed the exam, so it wouldn't be a shock to me once i get my paper back...I have trouble understanding the questions, let alone answering them...
With my standrad of chinese, I am at a total disadvantage here... =(

The roses were dying, so i'm going to make dried flowers out of them ^^